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"Anyway" - 3/23/2007
so look -
I am in deep with you
(and I don't even know who you are)
it doesn't seem fair
this double-edged sword
my Scorpio blessing's
my weakness' core
I sit on the carpet
musing at collections
of things I have memorized
until they're invisible
what's second nature
what's useless used-to
what's chaos/order
I've come
to leave
as regularly as the seasons
swell around us
monsoons of waiting
I'm waiting for someone
to tell me they take me
just as I am but still...
they'd long to see me change
why is that too much to ask for?
why does submitting to all of this
wishing make me the culprit
I can barely look in the mirror
as dependent as I am
on your recognition
should I just break it?
bare-fisted, I could surely
what use are these hands
anyway, so deeply misunderstood